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I’m becoming arrogant, I refused Joe the Lebanese today March 18, 2009

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Joe the Lebanese and I have been emailing since Sunday. He wanted reactions to our last encounter. Usually, devoured by insecurity, I email and ask how he liked the blowjob. This time I didn’t and he was the insecure one, especially since I left so abruptly after he asked me if I was topless. We’ve been having little discussions about fantasies through email. I asked him, among other kinky things, if he would collect 10-15 of his cumshots in a small container and saved them for me. He was like “eugh nasty”. We cum lovers are so misunderstood.

Joe is also so homophobic and so insecure with the idea of a guy sucking him! Obviously, being a total bitch, I tell him he should fuck a young and feminine gay cutie in his pink ass… he hates it.

As I was checking my Hotmail at work, Joe the Lebanese asked if I wanted to service him tonight. I couldn’t. I don’t like refusing him (only did it once before) but I’m really busy with a project these days and I want to have enough self-discipline to finish it. Besides, a bitch needs to let herself be desires, doesn’t she? And with time, his humongous str8 nuts will only have more Lebanese semen for me… yummy.

Joe the Boxer still messages me on MSN asking when will his turn come. Even John the cute Latino was sweet this week. I’m sure I’ll do them all eventually, maybe not all 3 in one day.

Just serviced J-S, the French-Canadian bi jock (6/10) March 15, 2009

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Am I a slut or am I not? I just finished swallowing J-S’s cum and used my fingers to carefully clean the bamboo bowl in which I spat his sperm. I then spread the milk on my cheeks. They’re still shiny from his semen.

So to make it short: I was chilling, blogging, surfing the net, relaxing on this Sunday evening, in short: being a good boy. The French boxer came on MSN and said he’s been trying to reach me… for a take 2 of the BJ. I said “maybe tomorrow” as I didn’t feel like spending time arranging, waiting and doing the blindfold scenario. Polite as he is, he said “fine” and settled to hold his milk for me a few more days.

Half an hour later, J-S messages… “I want you to suck my dick.”

Me: Tonight?

J-S: Yes.

Me: Can I take a picture of your face this time?

J-S: We’ll see.

We arranged for him to come for 11pm. He did. It was the first time he was comming to my place. I went to him 3 times now. This was our 4th encounter.

It went straight to business. No blindfold, no chit chat, no bullshit. He entered, took off his shoes, “oh you have a nice and big place”, went to the bedroom, took off his sweatpants and shirt, layed on the bed and said he found the ride so very long. He wanted my mouth on his dick so bad. I rubbed his undies for a short while, then took them off, and started sucking. He was very vocal, as usual, saying things like “I love when you suck my dick” or “Oh wow, you’re the best, darn your BJ is mind-blowing”. It’s kinda flattering. Here’s a guy who assumes it. Most str8 guys moan and those who see me (as a boy) sucking their dick will never admit that they’re actually enjoying it very much. So it’s a nice change.

J-S was breathing hard and I could smell he’s been smoking. I don’t think he was smoking before; he did pot, that I know but not cigarettes. That was kinda of a turnoff. He also wanted me to undress so I took off my jeans. He rubbed my body a bit as I was sucking. He also face fucked me, forcing me to take his dick entirely and deeply in my throat. He said he likes to control me. “Oh I can’t wait to fuck your sweet little ass, on the kitchen table, you slut”. He wanted to suck my dick too but I refused. I said “maybe next time, after I take pictures of your face.” I was being a bitch, I know. It’s also a change from the obedient cunt that I usually am with str8 guys but hell… it’s such a turn off to be asked to be sucked. I lose all respect for the guy’s masculinity. So I was sucking and he was holding his ejaculation as he wanted to make the pleasure last longer. I didn’t mind as I enjoyed sucking him but after a while, I wanted it to end. I wanted to make him cum even just to stop hearing him say how much he wants to suck my dick (he did talk about that 3-4 times).

I prepared the bamboo bowl and told him that I will have him cum in my mouth and then spit it in the bowl to enjoy later. He wanted me to spit the sperm on his dick and then lick it off. I sucked hard and J-S cummed in my mouth; he was quite loud. I know my neighbors heard, hehe. Not that I mind. It was sexy, he was being quite manly when he was yelling and climaxing. I received his hot sperm in my mouth. My mouth filled with the semen, I continued sucking and then spat it in the bowl. His dick was sensitive and I loved sucking it, sending shivers to his body with each and every of my movements. I absolutely love those moments: I was a good bitch, gave a man pleasure and now my lips have the power to make the sexiest and toughest males shiver, hot! I licked my lips and swallowed the milk then sucked his dick to get the last drops of cum. The cock was limp quite fast but I still sucked and licked it for a good 5-10 minutes. I went from the head to the balls, licking it like a good slut. I also took a few pictures. J-S quickly got dressed, hiding his face as I was shooting photos, put his shoes on, thanked me and ran to his car. He drove off.

The grade

Cigarette smell, too much of a gay/bisexual side (wanting to suck me), metrosexual side (fake tan, gay undies)… these are major turnoffs (see my series on why I prefer str8 men). On the other hands, he is sexy… and that military-style short-shaved head combined with his jock face and smile… totally irresistible. Don’t worry, I’ve been trying to take pictures of his face but he always refuses. He systematically puts his hands over his face whenever I take out the camera. You should see, however, how sexy he looks after I finish blowing his dick: so relaxed, so relieved, so happy, yet so proud, so masculine, so sexy. I will give him a 6 out of 10 for this encounter.

I don’t think I will see him again. He is a bit too bisexual for my liking… don’t get me wrong, he’s hot and kinky but his gay side is too big for me to handle. And the cigarette. I would be surprised if I sucked him again.

As I am rating the encounter, I remembered Wael, my sexy Arab. I still haven’t sucked him (only swallowed his cum at the end of December 2008) so I sent him a quick email, asking his availabilities. And now, the Greek guy with a super thick dick is messaging. Wow, what a horny Sunday night it is. I’d probably service the Greek guy coz he’s quite hot and in his early 20s, but I doubt it will happen tonight. I’m already in bed as I write this.

My cheeks are sticky from J-S’s cum! I won’t wash them off until tomorrow.

1 done, 3 to go: sucked and swallowed Joe the Lebanese March 14, 2009

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Yeah, so I finally sucked Joe. The guy never disappoints but I have to admit, from what he said about being sucked by a guy yesterday, I am getting more and more nervous. I just don’t have any room for mistake. He emailed that he would be here for 14:50 so I was ready by 14:45… but he arrived only at 15:20. A full thirty five minutes of adrenaline, stress and tons of thoughtsof cancelling the whole thing. Now that it’s over (and everything went great as usual), I am relived but I remember 90 minutes ago… I even wrote a note to put on the door “I waited til 15:15 and you didn’t come so I had to leave.” I wanted to never doing it again… instead resorting to suck str8 guys without a blindfold, without the mystery, insinuations, lies… but would it be the same? Would it be pure-breed, perfectly str8, daring and horny men? Sure it’s less stressful and I am definitely more at ease to suck, but then…

So Joe came, he had a new beard that made him look even more masculine, mean and dominant. He showed me on webcamand I could see it through the window when he was walking to my place. Hot. So I took one last sip of water, ran to put chopstick on my lips, redo my hair and stood by the door. He knocked hard, determined as he always is. I waited 5 seconds and unlocked the door, then ran to the room. He waited our agreed 10 seconds, pushed the door and entered. He closed the door, took a few minutes to blindfold himself and called me. I took him by the hand, guided him to the bedroom and he sat on the bed. He took off his coat, shoes and laid back. I covered his face with one of my little tees and we were ready for fun!

Innovation

Ever since I did my blindfold BJ fantasy for the very first time in May 2008 (and it was with him), I mostly did it during the afternoons and evenings. However, winter being what it is, the days were shorter and it was pretty much always dark when he would come. Today, since it’s almost spring and he came much earlier than the usual 20 or 21:00, it was clear in the room (I don’t have light in my bedroom for purpose since it’s only used for sleeping and the occasional laptop net surfing). Knowing his reaction to being sucked by a boy, I decided to lay him on my bed sheets and put my bed cover on his stomach as to provide a third level of protection. He had his airline eye cover, a shirt on his face and now bed sheets on his stomach, making it virtually impossible to get a peak.

So Joe was ready and as soon as he was laying on the bed, he started pulling his pants down. These were black Adidas (I think) sport pants… he was coming straight from the gym and was still smelling fresh shower. So he pulled down his pants; I was no kneeling in front of the bed, between his legs so I helped him take them off. I also looked at his sexy Champion white socks with grey markings for the heels (I find them so masculine). He’s so masculine, all the way to his socks. As we discussed, I would take my time, try to control my nervousness and just generally enjoy licking and sucking the boy. So I didn’t take off his plain blue boxers but the peeing hole was revealing a nice stick. Through the fabric, I could clearly see his hardon. The dick was 90% erect and almost poking out of the boxers. I rubbed it with my left hand, put my nose and smelled his boxers, hmmmm… str8 bone. Paradise.

I had my little photocamera so I was trying to film his crotch the best I could. I have 2GB of video but most of it is my ceiling, as I deposited the device on the bed while I needed both of my hands to give the boy the pleasure he came to get. I still took breaks to film his big nuts, thick cock, hairy legs, socks, shoes. I should remix the video as to keep the interesting footage.

So I took of the boxers and started sucking. I massaged his nuts and sucked on them while jerking his off. I made sure to lick my hand for it not to be too dry. Joe’s uncut thick vainy dick is quite sensitive. I then sucked his balls while jerking him off a little… it’s a hard feast to do, especially when trying not to press one’s” boobs” against the guy’s legs. I sucked and Joe got tensed, his balls too are sensitive. I continued by massaging his nut sack with both of my hands while sucking his dick up and down. I tried to deepthroat the whole thing… no way. Too thick. I took maybe 80-90% of it. I sucked him, massaged the “vain” under his nutsack, gently squeezed his balls, sucked hard, sucked sensually, licked, rubbed his dick with my hand until Joe was ready. He started breathing harder and I could taste precum in my mouth. I continued sucking and he show a powerful blast in my mouth. I continued sucking hard, Joe tensed, moaned slightly. I kept sucking and some of the cum fell from my cocksucker mouth. I noticed it while trying to film his cock. I quickly licked it off, got a nice view of his still hard dick in my video and retired in the bathroom.

There, I spat the cumshot (now mixed with some of my saliva) in my legendary bamboo bowl. I turned off the recording from my cam and waited patiently for Joe’s instructions. He was supposed to take a break, uncover his eyes and call me when he’s ready again. I always play some dumb popular music from the radio when doing this fantasy (I normally listen to classic music, sometimes talk radio but more often than not, my own playlists). So I was listening carefully. I knew he was still there as I could see his shoes on the bedroom floor and his feet/socks hanging out of the bed. After a while, he called me. “You can come back.”

I turned on the recording on my cam and carefully walked in… step by step as to make sure his eyes were covered. They were. After all those times, I am still afraid. His eyes were covered but he didn’t have the bed sheets on his stomach anymore so I put them back on for maximum safety. I kneeled and jumped into his crotch. His cock was semi-limp but still quite thick and massive. I continued sucking. I will spare you the details here. Basically, I enjoyed myself and tried to give Joe some fun. He mouth-fucked me… once shoving his thick cock fucking deep in my throat. I jerked him with bothof my hands and just sucked and sucked. I also admired his cock, played withit, and filmed whenever I could. At one moment, my camera stopped recording (I only have a 2GB memory card) but I’m glad it didn’t beep or anything. He didn’t know I was recording anything. Joe asked me “Are you topless?” as he was feeling my legs withhis legs. He asked that when I come back, that I come back topless but I didn’t do it. I shaved my whole body this morning so I’m pretty smooth but hell, did I want to be touched (even if it’s just with his legs)? What if his legs started touching the “wrong” place and… so no, I was wearing my brand-new jeans. When he asked me that, I couldn’t answer anything (obviously I never talk), I wasn’t topless and he started squeezing me with his powerful legs, so I felt threatened. I just stood up and retired, after perhaps 30 minutes of sucking.

Joe relaxed a bit (maybe he waited for me to come back “topless” but I doubt it) and then got dressed and left. I waited in the bathroom, heard him go down the floors, ran to lock the door, watched him walk down the street and sighted. Ouf, I made it again. It was hot and I was ecstatically relieved. This feeling of “it’s finally over, I made it” is almost the best moment of all.

I loaded the video to my laptop, looked at his webcam capture from this morning and just licked the freshly milked semen from the bowl. Hmmmm. There wasn’t that much in it but it smelled divine. Few things beat this pure sperm odor. I licked it softly, almost sensually while watching Joe’s cock on my screen. I was smelling my sheets that still had his odor and watched his socks on screen and his sexy face (with the new beard) and I licked the semen. I licked it clean and took my fingers and made sure no liquid was left on the bottom. I licked the fingers and cleaned them on my cheeks and lips. I could smell sticky baby-maker milk on my face. It was Joe’s sweet love nectar.

I then started reporting to you on the blog, here. I took a break and went to fix something to eat. I didn’t eat anything since yesterday’s “chocolate” supper. So I was starving but I came back and decided to publish this post then eat a quick bagel.

The grade

It must be the 10th blindfold BJ that I give my dear Joe the Lebanese so who am I to rate him. The repeat performances speak wonders about his dick, masculinity, and general sexiness. But since it wasn’t the biggest load (and he cummed pretty quick), I will give him an 8/10. Don’t get me wrong, I am not complaining and it’s still a great score… his sexy socks, homophobic attitude, 100% pure heterosexuality, his thick Lebanese sausage… yummy. You wish you were me, right?

So it’s 17:20, I’m starving and need to hurry. I will eat something and I need to be on MSN for 18:00 to arrange the 25yo latino’s visit tonight. He is so darn cute and his white Calvin Klein tight boxer briefs were totally hot yesterday when I saw them on webcam… can’t wait. I’m less stressed for the cute latino. He isn’t open to get sucked by a boy but I think he’s less homophobic… I don’t think he would get violent. And then there’s French boxer this night. He seems sweet, so smart but he clearly stated he’s str8 but no curious at all.

I will post some pictures and perhaps a little video compilation later tonight or in the next days. Don’t miss it out, subsribe to the blog through RSS (buttons in the upper right corner) or bookmark it.

F.W. or the paramedic dick January 22, 2009

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Yesterday, I chatted with this 26yo French-Canadian paramedic (uncut 8 inches long, 7 inches circumference). I’ve known him online for months now and he was to come here for the blindfold BJ but I just called it off 2 times. He even sent me a video of him fucking a girl, and shooting a big load on her face. Let’s say it was quite a powerful selling argument. I do want to meet and suck him, don’t get me wrong. But we don’t see each other so often online and when we do, very often it’s just not the right moment. Again, I’m not a professional whore, available 24/7 on short notice.

So yesterday I was talking with F.W. He wants to get sucked and all but he seemed less hostile than usual. I once postponed our meeting because I said he should go a few days without cumming so I could get an even bigger load. He started off yesterday by saying the load size doesn’t depend on the time without release but on the guy’s ability to produce cum. I disagreed and it started our cum discussion. I shared with him my love for cum, especially since I saw what he’s been able to produce on that video. I, quite frankly, asked him to put his future solitary cumshots into a clean container and store it in a cool place… and then bring it to me when he comes to get sucked. He said he would do it.

Later on, he came up with an exciting idea. He said that if I sent him pics of my boobies, he would cum in a glass and show it to me. At first, I wasn’t thrilled by the idea. What a tease it would be: seeing it and not being to drink it. Besides, it would go against by “no cum wasted” policy. But the image would be worth seeing on webcam so I sent him a few pictures and he started masturbating. He shot in the glass and I discovered the most snow-white, thick, beautiful and tasty-looking cum I’ve seen so far. I don’t know if it was the webcam effect or the lighting but it was really pretty and very aesthetic. So white, almost an uniform texture, almost commercial pudding or something!

F.W. said he transferred the milk into a container reserved for me… and tonight he informed me that the container is filling up. He dropped a load into it this morning and said he would likely add to it this evening! Yay!

Annual 12 men suck-o-thon: CANCELLED! December 31, 2008

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Due to me being a bit ill (cold weather sucks), I regret to announce that I had to cancel this year’s edition of my annual suck-o-thon. This is the event taking place on the last day of every year, in which I invite 12 of the best men that I encountered in the past year and… quite simply, suck them all off in a giant bukkake cumshot frenzy. Cum galore.

Say what? Champagne? Huh, what’s that?!

Last treat of 2008: tasting Wael J. (9/10) December 31, 2008

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Recruitment. Wael wrote to me through my profile on an adult personals website a week or so ago. I checked his pictures and he is definitely sexy: 20 years-old, cute baby face, slightly hairy masculine torso, charming, kinky, daring, open-minded, 6-inch cut cock. I love sexy, masculine Arabic guys… and he seems cool, so it’s an added bonus (many Arab guys are quite uptight and inflexible about things or worse… braggers or NATO: No Action, Talk Only). I told W about my “mystery BJ” fantasy and he was down… but I caught a cold since so we moved to “plan B”. I didn’t want to make him wait and then have to spill that tasty Lebanese cum in the garbage. Until the very last minute, I wanted to get better (so did he) so I could give W the great blowjob he deserved but I didn’t… and I’m not sucking cock with a running nose again. Believe it or not, I did that once with my sexy “Joe”.

The encounter. I told Wael I love sucking cock but I love tasting cum even more, so he saved 4-5 days worth of milk for me. Since I am all against wasting precious and tasty baby-maker milk, I invited him over this evening so he could jerk off on my bed and cum in my decorative bamboo bowl. He arrived at around 17:20, released and left. He later told me that he was a bit nervous at first (quite understandable), but started thinking of me and apparently got relaxed. He was at my place for around 10 minutes.

Piggy heaven. I believe him when he claims he didn’t cum in 5 days. There was a sizable milkshot in the bowl that I took the time to enjoy: I looked at it, I smelled it (hmmmm, so delicious), I took a few pictures as a souvenir, I gave the bowl a first lick, then I brought my laptop and looked at Wael’s pictures (face, cock, body, undies) and slowly sampled his sperm, thinking I was sucking his sexy cock and then getting fucked by this sexy man. I licked the bowl clean with my tongue, then used my finger to really get the last line of thick cum that my tongue was unable to lift. I played with my body some more and then licked the bowl one last time (there were some shiny traces of cum and saliva but mostly marks of dried cum drops).

The grade. Sexy, str8, masculine, kind, reliable, nice cut dick, Arab, big load… easily deserving 9 out of 10. I’m glad I could finish the year with this hot experience (rather than the “so-so” French guy of last week). Wael is already planning the blindfold BJ for this coming weekend… we’ll see. Thanks Wael! Definitely better than champagne!

[More details, stats and pictures of this boy are available. For privacy reasons, they can only be accessed on a password-protected page through the members section.]

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