J-S photos, bad boy Mehdi and str8 Greek Costa… and Amro the dominant boy as a bonus March 16, 2009
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OK, quick update.
As I was trying to format and upload some of the pics I took of J-S tonight, I got a reply from Costa, the Greek guy I sucked this winter. He was like “who r u?”. I said I sucked his dick and he was like “don’t message me again”, which is weird from a guy who wanted to plow my ass with his unusually thick (but not that long) uncut cock. But I’m getting used to that… after all, I’m walking a very thin line on the sexual orientation/identity front and dealing with young Greeks (where homosexuality, taboo, pride, reputation, history and masculinity mix to form a special kind of challenge to cocksuckers like me). I will email him in a few months to remind him that I am still available. This is the same guy I saw one Friday waiting for the bus inside the metro building while I was entering the subway station to go to work around 9am.
Next, came the messages from Mehdi. This is a Moroccan bad boy thug I sucked 2-3 weeks ago. I still need to write and upload the report and photos. He was very horny and basically said “if you do a good job, I’ll be coming back often”. Oh I did make him cum good and he was amazed but I will report on that in a separate post. Tonight he openly asked for cash or for my bank card to fraud. I admire his guts. He wanted to take my card, pin, deposit a cheque and then withdraw the money and have me declare the card as stolen. Of course I didn’t do it.
In that dominant, bad boy, masculine attitude, Mehdi (27yo, Moroccan, cut) reminded me of Amro, the Lebanese-Serbian macho 25yo. Mehdi is 6’4 and he’s the archetype of a real male. He’s the kind of guy who makes me feel like a total pussy cunt, at his total service. Although considerably smaller (maybe 5’10), Amro is a young buck… he’s younger and smaller than me, but his careless, “don’t give a shit about you, you’re only here to suck my dick” attitude made me melt. It felt so sluty to be servicing, obeying and admiring a younger guy but he had more masculinity and more genuine dominant machismo in one finger than I will ever get in the whole of me. I remember after I finally sucked his wonderful thick cock, he left to talk on the phone in his car and I was there, alone, so impressed, almost in love… I wished he stayed longer and all but he genuinely didn’t give a fuck. He preferred to go to his car and laugh on the phone with his friends than even play polite and nice guy. Good girls love bad boys, right…? Then, I’m really a princess. Amro made me melt, totally. Yes, I was frustrated, sad, romantic and I think I even cried (or was really sad when he left). He’s the kind of bad-ass boy I would marry, cook for, knowing full well he’s fucking around and doesn’t give much shit about me. –> See my series on why I prefer str8 men.
What a fucking contrast between these guys (Costa doesn’t wanna meet me again, Amro used me and doesn’t give a fuck, Mehdi wants to fraud me) and J-S who showers me with compliments about my cocksucking skills. So with these developments this night, and having spent an hour emailing back and forth with Mehdi, trying to convince him to come get sucked… I didn’t have time or energy to upload J-S’s pics. This will have to wait until tomorrow. I promiss you at least 2 pictures.
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Just serviced J-S, the French-Canadian bi jock (6/10) March 15, 2009
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Am I a slut or am I not? I just finished swallowing J-S’s cum and used my fingers to carefully clean the bamboo bowl in which I spat his sperm. I then spread the milk on my cheeks. They’re still shiny from his semen.
So to make it short: I was chilling, blogging, surfing the net, relaxing on this Sunday evening, in short: being a good boy. The French boxer came on MSN and said he’s been trying to reach me… for a take 2 of the BJ. I said “maybe tomorrow” as I didn’t feel like spending time arranging, waiting and doing the blindfold scenario. Polite as he is, he said “fine” and settled to hold his milk for me a few more days.
Half an hour later, J-S messages… “I want you to suck my dick.”
Me: Tonight?
J-S: Yes.
Me: Can I take a picture of your face this time?
J-S: We’ll see.
We arranged for him to come for 11pm. He did. It was the first time he was comming to my place. I went to him 3 times now. This was our 4th encounter.
It went straight to business. No blindfold, no chit chat, no bullshit. He entered, took off his shoes, “oh you have a nice and big place”, went to the bedroom, took off his sweatpants and shirt, layed on the bed and said he found the ride so very long. He wanted my mouth on his dick so bad. I rubbed his undies for a short while, then took them off, and started sucking. He was very vocal, as usual, saying things like “I love when you suck my dick” or “Oh wow, you’re the best, darn your BJ is mind-blowing”. It’s kinda flattering. Here’s a guy who assumes it. Most str8 guys moan and those who see me (as a boy) sucking their dick will never admit that they’re actually enjoying it very much. So it’s a nice change.
J-S was breathing hard and I could smell he’s been smoking. I don’t think he was smoking before; he did pot, that I know but not cigarettes. That was kinda of a turnoff. He also wanted me to undress so I took off my jeans. He rubbed my body a bit as I was sucking. He also face fucked me, forcing me to take his dick entirely and deeply in my throat. He said he likes to control me. “Oh I can’t wait to fuck your sweet little ass, on the kitchen table, you slut”. He wanted to suck my dick too but I refused. I said “maybe next time, after I take pictures of your face.” I was being a bitch, I know. It’s also a change from the obedient cunt that I usually am with str8 guys but hell… it’s such a turn off to be asked to be sucked. I lose all respect for the guy’s masculinity. So I was sucking and he was holding his ejaculation as he wanted to make the pleasure last longer. I didn’t mind as I enjoyed sucking him but after a while, I wanted it to end. I wanted to make him cum even just to stop hearing him say how much he wants to suck my dick (he did talk about that 3-4 times).
I prepared the bamboo bowl and told him that I will have him cum in my mouth and then spit it in the bowl to enjoy later. He wanted me to spit the sperm on his dick and then lick it off. I sucked hard and J-S cummed in my mouth; he was quite loud. I know my neighbors heard, hehe. Not that I mind. It was sexy, he was being quite manly when he was yelling and climaxing. I received his hot sperm in my mouth. My mouth filled with the semen, I continued sucking and then spat it in the bowl. His dick was sensitive and I loved sucking it, sending shivers to his body with each and every of my movements. I absolutely love those moments: I was a good bitch, gave a man pleasure and now my lips have the power to make the sexiest and toughest males shiver, hot! I licked my lips and swallowed the milk then sucked his dick to get the last drops of cum. The cock was limp quite fast but I still sucked and licked it for a good 5-10 minutes. I went from the head to the balls, licking it like a good slut. I also took a few pictures. J-S quickly got dressed, hiding his face as I was shooting photos, put his shoes on, thanked me and ran to his car. He drove off.
The grade
Cigarette smell, too much of a gay/bisexual side (wanting to suck me), metrosexual side (fake tan, gay undies)… these are major turnoffs (see my series on why I prefer str8 men). On the other hands, he is sexy… and that military-style short-shaved head combined with his jock face and smile… totally irresistible. Don’t worry, I’ve been trying to take pictures of his face but he always refuses. He systematically puts his hands over his face whenever I take out the camera. You should see, however, how sexy he looks after I finish blowing his dick: so relaxed, so relieved, so happy, yet so proud, so masculine, so sexy. I will give him a 6 out of 10 for this encounter.
I don’t think I will see him again. He is a bit too bisexual for my liking… don’t get me wrong, he’s hot and kinky but his gay side is too big for me to handle. And the cigarette. I would be surprised if I sucked him again.
As I am rating the encounter, I remembered Wael, my sexy Arab. I still haven’t sucked him (only swallowed his cum at the end of December 2008) so I sent him a quick email, asking his availabilities. And now, the Greek guy with a super thick dick is messaging. Wow, what a horny Sunday night it is. I’d probably service the Greek guy coz he’s quite hot and in his early 20s, but I doubt it will happen tonight. I’m already in bed as I write this.
My cheeks are sticky from J-S’s cum! I won’t wash them off until tomorrow.
99 reasons why I prefer sex with str8 men – Reason 1: Raw Masculinity February 22, 2009
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For those of you who are familiar with my sex reality blog, you already know that so far in my life, I have only had sexual encounters with heterosexual guys. It’s clear in my head that I want nothing to do with the vast majority of gay guys and my sexual desire is chiefly geared toward the pussy-loving kind. Whenever I admit that, however, most people give me the puzzled look; the reactions range from incredulity to advices on accepting my own sexual orientation to plain admitted jealousy. Oh silly them!
This is the first installment of my informative series on desire for heterosexual guys. In the months to come, I will try to explain why I only go for str8 guys who, in theory, don’t give a darn about me. I am well aware that the “str8 guy” fantasy has become quite popular in porn recently and quite a few gay guys prefer to have sexual encounters with “heterosexual guys” whatever that means; in no way do I claim to be special or unique here but my preference precedes that fad. I just never had an attraction to gay guys. Read on to find out why I prefer those who play for the other team!
Reason One: Raw Masculinity vs Fakers, Metrosexuals, Fashion Victims and Gym Queens
Let’s start with the fairly obvious that’s not so obvious after all. I like a man to be… manly. Whenever I mention that, the boring gay advocates run their predictable 1980s tapes and inevitably serve me their official response that always goes among those same lines: “wake up, there are very masculine gay guys, come on”. Usually, those people refer me to the muscular guys that populate gay parades or the odd gay blue collar worker. This allows me to clear up one thing: my definition of masculinity.
I know a “real man” when I see one. It would be very difficult to make up a list of characteristics or requirements for a person to be considered a man. One thing is absolutely certain in my mind (and it’s far from obvious to most gay guys that I have encountered), for me, masculinity is not limited to the superficial physique. Being a man is an attitude, a way of life, a way of thinking, a way of walking, a way of seeing life, a way of winning, a way of dressing. Sure the gym queens have impressive muscles. Some of them could *almost* fool me… and then they open their mouths, and then they start walking, and then they express their views, and then they spend hours falling in love with themselves. But I don’t mind because, by then, I had time to run far, far away!
“Well if they have sex with you, they’re not so str8!”
“You’re after str8 guys because you’re in denial yourself… quit that self-hate. Gay is ok, you know.”
“How do you know they’re even str8?”
“Damn, how do you do that? Can I suck with you or at least watch?”
While most gay guys stop at impressive six-pack abs, my sophisticated psyche dwells further. Don’t hate me, I can’t help it. I was born that way! Physically, I like really masculine men. I like guys who have self-confidence, internal locus of control, high sex drive, who are assuming, powerful, daring go-getters, who do not apologize for living. This is all very nice and sweet but let’s look at a real-life example.
Cristiano Ronaldo, a case in point
The guy is an accomplished soccer player, the guy is exotic-looking, the guy has acne (=high hormones and sexual drive), the guy has sexy abs and strong legs, the guy has money. That’s the definition of an ideal man, right? And then you look at him like this… eugh!
Thanks sweetie-pie for helping me make a point. Now go back to the tanning parlor. You don’t want to look like a sick ghost in Hollywood. Nasty.
Many gay guys I’ve seen look more manly than THAT. I like men, not dolls.
Of fashion and penis-squeezing underwear
Str8 men are independent and strong-headed. Homosexuals and metrosexual fashion victims: NOT MASCULINE, no matter if “officially” str8. As mentioned above, real men lead or at least do what they want; fashion victims are, by definition, insecure and passive followers of other people’s dictates. Becoming a looser to something as superficial and fake as fashion (incidentally created by fags) takes away all masculinity, liberty and admiration a man could have in my eyes. To me, a man looks more masculine in thorn gray Hanes briefs than in those fancy, uber-tight, rainbow-colored-and-too-short undies. To me, a man has a penis (didn’t think I would ever have to specify that) and a penis needs space. What’s with those underwear that try to squeeze dicks into becoming tiny clits? Is that another attempt to make guys even more feminine? Just look at the ad below and you’ll know what I mean. Poor “guys”. They may well have tiny Asian dickies but even they are grasping for air and suffering from being squeezed into girlie baby undies. NOT SEXY, EVEN LESS MANLY!
Mirror, mirror on the wall, am I the faggiest of them all?
Real men are too busy doing things and enjoying masculine activities to stop and fall in love with themselves. Self-conscious guys who think that they are beautiful just stop being masculine in my eyes. Guys who think they’re all that just lose their natural, raw charm and therefore all their power of attraction. That’s why most male models just leave me very cold. They look so fake or just have this bland traditional beauty to them and that is feminine. To me, careless jocks who aren’t afraid to get dirty, who sometimes get hurt and injured don’t have time to play pretty dolls. That’s their girls’ job. Besides, is there anything sexier than sweaty jocks, dirty soccer socks, locker rooms? I just don’t get that thrilled by spas, hairdressers, laser hair removal and department stores, sorry. So those obsessed with hiding their raw side, striving to eliminate their masculine features, and adopting petty feminine behavior (surgery, changing hair color, earrings, perfume abuse)… no thanks!
More famous examples, please!
While a strong physique, a proactive and dominant attitude in life and involvement in criminal (latino gang members, mafia boys), extreme (wrestlers, daredevils, risk-takers), dangerous (firemen), heroic (military men) or athletic activities (hockey players) is sure to earn guys major brownie points, these points are quickly lost when frivolous behavior or feminine attitudes exist. No matter how masculine, how heterosexual or how athletic,
- a sexy Italian mafia boy who kills competitors by night (wow, daring, sexy, courageous = +80 points) and spends his days at a tanning salon (eugh, nasty -90 points) = not manly
- publicity-seeking (-40) cutiepie (+20) hockey player (+80) José Theodore who follows fashion trends (-30), wears an earring (-20) and is involved with Paris Hilton (-60) = not manly
- tough football players (+80) who like to get ass-fucked (with dildos, strap-ons, or by guys: -100) = not manly
On the other hand, despite their seemingly unfavorable start 
- hockey-playing (+80) Belorussian Kostitsyn brothers became involved with a dope-dealing criminal who provided them with whores to empty their balls (hot, +80)… they may not be so pretty (-40) or wear the latest designer sunshades but hell, they sure are men and that’s how I like them! They play hard, they dare, they get going, they risk, they try kinky things. That’s precisely the kind of men I admire, desire and… pleasure.
- hot, hung (+40) str8, married (and father of 2) guy (+40) and gay-for-pay pornstar (-50) gone killer (+60) Marcus Allen
- sexy young (18yo I think, +50) bad boy (+40) from a small town in Quebec, Canada who, along with a buddy, broke into an elderly lady’s house, stole her belongings and raped her… talk about courage, thrills and kinkiness (+90)
- although young and girlie-faced (-35), Jonathan Roy is still very masculine because of his hockey playing, athletic body and aggressiveness on the ice rink (+90)
And what about Michael Phelps?
Quick analysis of the raw masculinity of the swimmer.
The masculine:
- is remarkably tall, muscular, sporty, and disciplined (+50)
- has lots of natural charm and is raw & “normal looking” (+40)
- is strong-headed and can be stubborn (+20)
- is an accomplished, talented gold medal machine (+50)
- is courageous, expressive, physical and has drive (+40)
- is wealthy (+20)
- dresses casual, normal (+40)
- acts masculine (+40)
- has a definite sense of humor (+10)
- is humble and not overly self-conscious (+40)
- is independent and able to be alone (+10)
- is evasive about his love/sex life… doesn’t deny, doesn’t confirm it… doesn’t lie, but doesn’t reveal anything either… that’s kinda strong given today’s inquisitive and star-struck society (+10)
- parties, drinks, drives, does dope and makes stupid mistakes (+40)
- does superbly well for an “absent father” case; may be gay but generally has a jock-next-door appearance and attitude (+40)
The feminine:
- is very obedient, disciplined (mother, coach, sponsors, etc.) (-40)
- apologizes for being young and wild (or not obedient) (-60)
- is a mommy’s boy (which is cute but you know…) (-20)
Masculine (+450) + Feminine (-120) =330
Verdict: Definitely Raw Masculinity. Michael Phelps’ style, relaxed attitude and jocky character reminds me of Rob, a str8 guy I sucked a few times. But being a champ, a young success story, he would probably qualify as one of the rare masculine gay guys I could become enamored with. So it’s definitely a special case.
In short, it’s not as obvious to be a man as it may first seem. Although very few gay guys can fit my definition of masculinity, str8 guys do not automatically qualify. If anything, I am a doll so when it comes to sex, I’m not looking for a sister, shopping partner or guys who look and act more feminine than I can. I’m looking to mate with real men (both physically and psychologically), guys who are active, courageous and exhibit masculine qualities such as physical strength and strength of character, independence, success and accomplishment. It is these raw, careless kinds of winners that get me wet, that’s all.
Next week: The second reason why I only have sex with heterosexual guys.
F.W. or the paramedic dick January 22, 2009
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Yesterday, I chatted with this 26yo French-Canadian paramedic (uncut 8 inches long, 7 inches circumference). I’ve known him online for months now and he was to come here for the blindfold BJ but I just called it off 2 times. He even sent me a video of him fucking a girl, and shooting a big load on her face. Let’s say it was quite a powerful selling argument. I do want to meet and suck him, don’t get me wrong. But we don’t see each other so often online and when we do, very often it’s just not the right moment. Again, I’m not a professional whore, available 24/7 on short notice.
So yesterday I was talking with F.W. He wants to get sucked and all but he seemed less hostile than usual. I once postponed our meeting because I said he should go a few days without cumming so I could get an even bigger load. He started off yesterday by saying the load size doesn’t depend on the time without release but on the guy’s ability to produce cum. I disagreed and it started our cum discussion. I shared with him my love for cum, especially since I saw what he’s been able to produce on that video. I, quite frankly, asked him to put his future solitary cumshots into a clean container and store it in a cool place… and then bring it to me when he comes to get sucked. He said he would do it.
Later on, he came up with an exciting idea. He said that if I sent him pics of my boobies, he would cum in a glass and show it to me. At first, I wasn’t thrilled by the idea. What a tease it would be: seeing it and not being to drink it. Besides, it would go against by “no cum wasted” policy. But the image would be worth seeing on webcam so I sent him a few pictures and he started masturbating. He shot in the glass and I discovered the most snow-white, thick, beautiful and tasty-looking cum I’ve seen so far. I don’t know if it was the webcam effect or the lighting but it was really pretty and very aesthetic. So white, almost an uniform texture, almost commercial pudding or something!
F.W. said he transferred the milk into a container reserved for me… and tonight he informed me that the container is filling up. He dropped a load into it this morning and said he would likely add to it this evening! Yay!
Hot French-Canadian hockey player, M.C.: the pics, at last! January 13, 2009
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I kept in touch with M.C. and he asked me what I would want to do in our next meeting. I said I’d want to get fucked in the ass for sure! Now that I’d be psychologically ready… hell yes, I want to see how this hottie with a big dick fucks ass!
M.C. also wanted pics of my sister. He fantasizes about fucking me and my sister. What a kinky bastard.
This week was pretty calm. I’ve been terribly busy with work and not really in the mood for sex. Wael messaged as did a few other guys. There this 18yo Afghan that’s seriously after me so I may suck him off in the near future. I also received my first reply to the email address I wrote in a men’s bathroom stall. 
I wrote it in November or December so I was quite surprised!
But who cares… without further delay, here’s what you came for: M.C. in all his glory! Pics taken last Monday when I had the honor to play with this hottie.
[More details, stats, pictures and videos of this boy are available. For privacy reasons, they can only be accessed on a password-protected page through the members section.]
