I’m becoming arrogant, I refused Joe the Lebanese today

Joe the Lebanese and I have been emailing since Sunday. He wanted reactions to our last encounter. Usually, devoured by insecurity, I email and ask how he liked the blowjob. This time I didn’t and he was the insecure one, especially since I left so abruptly after he asked me if I was topless. We’ve been having little discussions about fantasies through email. I asked him, among other kinky things, if he would collect 10-15 of his cumshots in a small container and saved them for me. He was like “eugh nasty”. We cum lovers are so misunderstood.

Joe is also so homophobic and so insecure with the idea of a guy sucking him! Obviously, being a total bitch, I tell him he should fuck a young and feminine gay cutie in his pink ass… he hates it.

As I was checking my Hotmail at work, Joe the Lebanese asked if I wanted to service him tonight. I couldn’t. I don’t like refusing him (only did it once before) but I’m really busy with a project these days and I want to have enough self-discipline to finish it. Besides, a bitch needs to let herself be desires, doesn’t she? And with time, his humongous str8 nuts will only have more Lebanese semen for me… yummy.

Joe the Boxer still messages me on MSN asking when will his turn come. Even John the cute Latino was sweet this week. I’m sure I’ll do them all eventually, maybe not all 3 in one day.